Ahhhhhhh meditation, this is something that I have had some real issues with in the past. What with my monkey mind that never shuts up, the fact that I am very easily distracted and lastly I have had some really trippy and sometimes a little disturbing experiences whilst meditating. I have spoke to others and no one has admitted having had an experiences like it.
I was meditating one day and I found myself watching a scene play out in my minds eye. It seemed so real at the time. I was watching a man dragging a woman by the hair at the back of her head, she was desperately trying to get her feet under her but without much success, she was also grasping madly at the mans hands but to no avail.
Next thing that happened was that I jumped into the body of the woman and I could feel all of it, all of her deseperation and struggle to survive and escape. The man was hurling insults at me and told me I was going to die and there was nothing I could do about it. I saw that I had long skirts on and hook boots. I had a blouse tucked into my waistband. He dragged me through the dirt, seemed quite sandy and it was bone dry and there was some sparse vegetation but not much.
Suddenly with great rage he threw me to the ground and held an old revolver to the top and back of my head and as he pulled the trigger I jumped out of her body and back into mine in time to see her slumped in the dirt, with a single word "Bitch" he stepped over her and walked away. I then jumped out of my meditation with a mad panic. It really did shake me up.
Weird thing is, is that I have a mole on my head in the same position that the woman was shot.
I have had a few experiences like this and at times I find it hard to go into deep meditation in case it happens again. It would be great to hear from others who have had weird/disturbing or just downright odd meditation experiences?
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