Dreams
Priestess Dream
I was dressed
in a long gown, the material was quite rich and I was pregnant, over my
stomach was a white shimmery piece of material, which was draped over my
belly and was held in place by my hands. Next to me were others who
were dressed similar and pregnant also, we were going through some kind
of rituals, and some kind of marriage ceremony for one of us that was
more pregnant than myself. This wasn't a wedding in the normal sense of
the word; it was like a marriage to the gods, as priestesses we bore
these babies for the sole purpose of giving them up for sacrifice one of
the people next to me was familiar now, there’s a lad who's just
started to come to youth centre who when I first met him seemed
familiar, and this person next to me was him but he was a female, but I
knew it was him, Liam was also there, stood behind me behind a low
partition...then things got a lil jumpy to a modern day world, where
there were earth movers, dragging earth out carefully from this bog
area, something was found, a baby wrapped in some kind of swaddling,
totally covered up, it was brought out of the bog, then I was bombarded
with lots of faces of babies, they were deformed, the faces were quite
flat and the name moon babies popped into my head, and yeah these faces
did kinda look moon shaped...it popped into my head that these babies
were sacrificed to the gods/goddesses because of the moon.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Earth Ship Dream
I was with several people lying on a grass hill, faces flat against the ground, all around me I could here different noises and was aware of other people nearby but they were running around and scared. As the noise changed I raised my head to look over the brow of this hill, I was totally in awe...I gazed down towards the ground and there was this hmmmmm well to tell you truthfully I’m not sure how to describe it just to say, I thought it was some kind of ship that got bigger the higher you looked. At the base it was incredibly narrow, touching the ground...as I continued to look at it I noticed that it seemed organic, merging with the Earth below it and it seemed like it was using the earth to become solid in front of me. I craned my neck to see the top of this 'ship' but it seemed impossible, it got wider and wider as I looked further and further upwards. It merged with mountains, trees, and even the clouds in the sky, not having holes in it but being part of it drawing in energy etc from the surrounding area.
As I looked further up there seemed to be a platform, huge at what seemed like the top but going from that platform it seemed to radiate outwards again into the universe, being part of the stars, moon, planets etc. I was gob smacked; the whole thing was living, moving....breathing even...it was TOTALLY awesome.
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There was this house in the neighbourhood, it looked ugly...people including myself would look at it and comment on how ugly it was. One day I met the lady inside the house and slowly got to know her.I went inside the house for the first time and looked around, the house was beautiful...clean and white and it had lots of rooms to it and I made my way around to look in each, whilst I was doing that I ended up other places ...one of these places was going along a railway track behind a train, I was with this lady and we were on horses, I was worried about the horse getting its hooves stuck in the rails if the rails changed but the lady was confident that this wasn’t going to happen.Then I was in this room and it was full of water, I was under the water and there was someone there in the room too but I never saw their face, I didn’t feel comfortable here, maybe at first I was but then I felt uncomfortable, then other people were in the room and the women ended up being bound and gagged, not being able to move.Another room had this ladies husband in, he was sat there on his own and did stuff on his own and as he was doing it women appeared and well I will just say that he wasn’t faithful to his wife and partner.I went to a store with this lady and her little boy, I went in first with her then told her I would wait outside with the shopping and her little boy whilst she looked around herself. When I was outside there were two men dressed in black who were talking quietly about taking the boy, I could hear them even though they were quiet and I said that they had the wrong address, called them stupid and told them where the boy lived (I lied to protect the boy and the lady)I felt like I was dragged out of there and found myself back looking at the beauty of the house, exploring the other rooms, I met the other people there, loads of people. The rooms were lovely, bright and pristine. The walls were glass so I could see everything and the light shone in. I looked out of the windows and saw everything carrying on, the neighbours and everyone else carrying on walking past the house saying it was ugly and horrible.
The lady took me outside and the rough hard ugly metal exterior had gone and I could see how beautiful the house was, it had just had its shutters down, as it were...the metal casing was put there for security, to keep everybody and everything out, to protect her home and everyone in it.
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My lil man dream
I am in a huge house with many many rooms. I am opening doors and entering into several of the rooms. One I walk into I am bathed in rainbow light, beautiful light and on the wall are multi-religious symbols.
Each room I enter I am in awe at each one and I feel calm, serene and at peace, but when I enter the corridors I kinda felt like someone was looking for me.
I entered anther room which was painted all white with a low platform to the right of the door, it had curved edges.
All these rooms had no one in them.
I entered another room and I was crouched down like I was seated in a chair but there isn’t one. There is a young man sat at a table, he serenely looks up at me and asks what he can do to help? I say that I’m not sure, he is writing something down, he looks up again and I open my mouth to speak but the words don’t come, but he hears them anyway. He continues my life story and I gaze at him surprised that he knows so much.
Someone else comes close to us, I look around noticing that the room has actually got many people in it but I hadn’t seen them before, I can hear their voices quietly talking to each other.
I feel totally at ease amongst them all. The man who approached the table has dark skin and black hair, he reaches down through a hole in the desk and removes the money that wash in a dish in there. I look up at him and he smiles. I still feel at ease.
I can hear their voices quietly talking to each other.
I feel totally at ease amongst them all. The man who approached the table has dark skin and black hair, he reaches down through a hole in the desk and removes the money that wash in a dish in there. I look up at him and he smiles. I still feel at ease.
Something happens at this point. I think it involved a flooding of the area with water. I lay down on the floor next to a young child about 3 years old. He has blonde hair and blue eyes, he is beautiful. I go to surround the baby with my arms but the baby gazes deep into my eyes and in an instant, stares deep into my soul…this is my baby. He gets up smiling at me, always smiling at me and he runs off and plays, rolling around in rainbow coloured sweets? Like m&m’s, covering himself, giggling. The people around me are all standing and I am aided to my feet. I feel a joy inside of me…a release. I feel hands being laid on me, healing hands from the people around me in the room.
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I am one dream
I was in amongst a group of people feeling nervous and very unsure of myself. They were talking amongst themselves and I was hovering around not really knowing what I should be doing. I found myself on a platform like a stage in this room with the people, a bright golden light started to shine from behind me and there was a commotion, I thought that I was getting in the way of something and quickly climbed down off the stage, the light kept shining but it wasn’t lighting up the stage it was lighting up me and people were buzzing around me, looking at me….they were smiling, full of joy, happy that I had been chosen…that I was the one. A woman approached me, she wasn’t one of the main crowd, she said something to me and she waited for the right words from me but I looked at her and told her how tired I was and that I couldn’t think…she smiled and said it was ok, that I was the one.
I was in another room with these people, they were with this woman, a young woman approached me full of joy and happiness, she was showing me some artwork that she had created, it was paintings, small ones made using various shades of purple/lilacs etc.
The rooms were white. I was trying to slot in a range cooker into a space big enough for a regular sized cooker but of course it wasn’t going to fit there but there was a bigger space but I was taken off elsewhere because it wasn’t something to get stressed about.
I was shown something outside, it was like a weird building or something, it was curved, dome like, but not like a round dome, it was longer than it was wide, it had markings on it, just a design I think and it was blue…it was a beautiful colour…in fact all of the colours that stood out were beautiful and vibrant and Ive just realised that these are the colours I use all the time in my garden, I don’t like adding any other colours because I “feel” that they are out of place, that they aren’t right…..white, blues, purples and golden yellows “feel” right.
These people were showing me that I was part of all this, that I was the one.
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Wednesday 19th September.
I was being driven down a road, there were others in the car, I said to who ever was driving that I wanted to take a look up a particular road, I remember just before that talking to the kids about a mechanic who lived in this place and that it didn’t look like what it was from the outside and it was this place that I wanted to take a look at, as we went up the hill towards this place I saw that there were a couple of cars outside and some motorcycles under cover, I felt that they took good care of them. Instead of turning into the road where this place was, where I wanted to go…I did see a road name, but right now I cannot see the name of it…we carried on driving up ahead, the road was made of what looked like chalk, the sides of the road too. We ended up in what looked like a chalk pit/quarry.
We parked the car and there was a noise, this thing/craft came down and landed on the ground near to where our car was parked, out from the side of it emerged a big flexible tube, like an air duct kind of size. I was now looking on from a way away as it attached to the car. I saw the tube pulsing as it sucked the life out of the car and its contents. This carried on for quite a time and when I looked back again I had to look closer to see whether it was still going on. The tube was still pulsing; emerging from next to the pipe I see a figure. My initial thought right at that moment was that it was fake, but to my eyes it was real, it was still going on. The figure peered over and looked at me and carried on making it’s checks on the tube, making sure it was still sucking the life out of the car and its contents.
I think it was then that I woke up, I don’t remember anything else right now.
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Two dreams in one evening
1) Put finger in mouth between lip and teeth to hook out what seemed like a sticky sweet or something. It kept coming out. I looked in the mirror and saw that it was all wrapped around my tonsils etc. I pulled it off and out of my mouth, lots of it. It came out in a long strand and I’m watching it like I was still looking in the mirror but I am bent over the toilet. I manage to clear it and go to dump it all down the loo. I dumped the first lot and realised it was one of my necklaces that I’ve made?
Walking down the road where my aunt and uncle used to live and I saw my aunt outside smoking(she never did this and now she doesn’t smoke at all) As I got closer she changed to my uncle(he also never stood outside smoking) I was talking to him about my hands, we were sat on a low wall talking(they never had a wall, the wall was the one my parents had when I was little but it hasn’t been there for a long time) He asked me if I had tried really cold water to ease my hands. I said yes and that I had also tried warm water too. He grimaced at my pain and said sorry that “they” hurt me (didn’t think he meant my hands)
This was at my parent’s house and I was stood at the bottom of the stairs (They had a full length mirror there on the wall so you could check yourself before you went out of the door)
I realised that mum was late for work, and that they were still in bed. I went up to wake them, mum called out and said “Can you get me………? She didn’t finish what she was saying, all I heard was rustling, they were in their old bedroom not the back room they sleep in now. I woke up.
Mosquitoes- I heard that there had been people in various places who had been taken ill cos of mosquito bites.
Missing Girls- can’t remember much about this bit, but it was during the bit at my parents’ house. Lost girls? Lost parts of me? This is all linked to the mirror
2) I’m stood with a ghost in an empty room. I’m not a ghost, I am alive and well but I am not seen.
There is a large man wandering around. I am leaning against the wall of the room and the ghost hears the man coming. The ghost goes to the side of me furthest from the door and sits on the floor and he moves backwards into the wall.
The man enters the room and the ghost moves out of the wall and the man then looks at him (I am ignored) the man makes a comment about the ghost wearing his clothes.
The ghost says that the room is too small for him and the man carries on doing what he was doing- wandering from room to room.
That’s all I can remember
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Friday 30th July 2004-
I dreamt it seemed like constantly last night. All kinds of dreams too, I felt like I was working through the bad.
The darkness was being broken by the light. We were at a lake. All around was deep deep darkness but upon the lake glistened the most beautiful light, different colours but light all the same. On the water was a group of ducks but my attention was taken away from the group by a solitary duck in what looked like a ruined building. It had a window and the lone duck was sat on the window sill.
Then I found myself in a field surrounded by dark coloured geese, I was making my way through the field but the geese stayed very close to me. I had to climb over obstacles to get through the field but I was trying desperately not to hurt the geese around me.
I then found myself in a room with different doors that were all locked.
A lady stood beside me and told me that I can’t carry on doing what I was doing. I said that I have always done that and she replied that I have to stop because she/they wont let me move on until I stop doing the same thing.
When I finally woke I didn’t feel like I had slept at all.
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15th November 2007 Dream
I am in a big house. In this house there are a few different sections, there is the main part that everyone sees which is bright and cheery and full of life, then just beyond there is a doorway, with a curtain across the door; as you look towards that door the curtain moves in a breeze and you can catch glimpses of the rooms beyond. From a distance everything again looks bright and cheery and it’s not until you go through the doorway behind the curtain that you see that the area beyond was grey. In this area was a middle aged man and woman, the woman is plump and is wearing a faded flowery dress, apron and a head scarf. The man was also plump, wearing dungarees, a check shirt and a wide brimmed straw hat. Beyond the grey area is another doorway, and beyond that a short staircase going down.
I was with a group of people, including Bethan. We were heading for the area with the stairs. We walked past the plump couple who were just watching us and what we were doing but they didn’t move or say anything. As we got to the door with the stairs beyond, the other members of the group were in a hurry to get into that part of the house. I was the last of the group to get to the doorway and commented on the fact that I knew that I would be getting bad dreams later because of where we were going.
As we went down the stairs I noticed that the walls and paintwork were peeling, there were cobwebs everywhere, it looked totally neglected. Walking through this area there were many doorways and rooms and stairways. Everyone was rushing through and I seemed to be the only person who had any caution.
There were lots of animal pens with all sorts of animals in them. Something didn’t feel right about them. Bethan saw a cute looking tan coloured dog and before I had the chance to warn her she reached her hand through the mesh and went to stroke the dog and the dog turned on her and bit her fingers. It didn’t get her bad but just enough to draw some blood, she pulled her hand back and cradled it in her other hand against her body. These animals had razor sharp, pointed teeth. Even a mouse that was in a cage bared its teeth.
Someone said that we should be careful that nothing spits anything at us.
We eventually left that part of the house but it seemed that some freaky stuff had got out and gone into the rest of the house. This wouldn’t of happened if we hadn’t gone into that part.
*I was walking around a deserted town with another person, we set off a flare into the sky apparently to signal the other groups but they didn’t respond at all
** I had an argument with a girl because she was accusing me of betraying her in one of the other rooms. I was disgusted that she could say such a thing about me. I made a comment that I was actually really tired and at that time I couldn’t keep my eyes open and staying awake.
This dream was one I had when I was sat in my armchair after waking up at 2.30am and not being able to sleep, at about 6am I kept nodding off and waking up and that’s when I dreamt this.
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8th November 2007 Dream
I went to visit my gran, when I got there my mum; aunt and cousin Debbie were there. They were all talking at me; my gran asked me if I wanted a drink.
At that moment I walked off into another room and started to change my clothes. I was wearing all black clothes but I changed into long and flowing sky blue colour clothes, the tunic had white pattern or symbols around the back of the bottom half of it.
I walked back into the main room and my cousin Paul was there and no one else (I haven’t seen him for years) I said “Hi Paul, how are you?” Paul just smiled back at me. My gran had made me a drink, I had apparently asked for something that she wasn’t expecting?? And she made a comment on that when I re-entered the room.
My mum, aunt and my cousin re-appeared and they all were talking and talking again.
Kai showed up and told me it was 10 to 5 and I was shocked that I had wasted so much time instead of doing what I had to do. So I got up to leave and I gave my gran a long hug which surprised her.
Just as I was leaving the house changed into my parents’ house, it was the living room in particular. I was told not to forget the cameras. I went to collect them by the side of the sofa and a man I didn’t know was talking to me about them. He was considering buying them from me. As I was putting them in a bag I was trying to decide what bag I was going to put them in. I had three, two shoulder bags over the same shoulder and a backpack.
One of the cameras were made of metal, it reminded me of one of those rectangular military ammo boxes. As the guy was talking to me I was having a vision of this wan walking through some kind of landscape, I’m not 100% sure but it looked like a sandy mountainous area. It was completely unknown to me. My family started talking at me again and I told the man that I was sorry but that I had to leave..
Next I was walking down the mall (wide raised sidewalk with a railing running along the edge of it) but it was on the opposite side of the road than it is in the real world. I was with Trudi??? I saw two buses go past and I didn’t think that I would be quick enough to make it to the bus station to catch mine.
This next bit seemed to be completely different to the first part of the dream…I was clearing out a large formal pond that was rectangular and was set against a wall, around the pond was a low containing wall. I was clearing out the pond with our lawn rake which isn’t a very good one; it has prongs missing and twisted etc. Towards the left hand side of the pond I saw something in the water so I walked around the side of the pond and peered in. There was a round silvery light shimmering in the water. As I was looking at it I heard laughter and when I turned to see where it was coming from I saw the woman from Medium looking towards me laughing, her hand was up by her mouth. It looked like she was behind/beneath water. I turned back to look at the light and I heard a woman’s voice say that she had lost her two daughters???
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Dream: 13th June 2008
I was on a boat that had just pulled into a mooring, Liam and Kai were on the wall and I just jumped off the boat, but no one had tied the boat up so as I jumped off it pushed the boat away from the wall and out into the water. Liam jumped in after it and I couldn’t understand why he didn’t just jump on the boat because it hadn’t gone out that far.
We were then all walking along the wall and there were other boats moored up we saw the Caddy (?) or similar boat with its red sails it was in full sail and it headed quickly towards to wall towards us, we thought that it was going to crash into the wall but it managed to swerve to miss it at the last moment.
I asked Kai how much further and he pointed to a track going up a hill, he said it was there. As we found ourselves heading up the track I noticed that there was a field full of people sitting, I was half expecting people camping but they were just sat in their chairs, or on the floor, again I asked Kai whereabouts we were going and he said “oh at the bottom” but pointing up the hill, I corrected him and said “up the hill?” and he nodded yes.
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Dream 23rd June am
John Edward came to me for a visit and he kept reappearing throughout the dream, he was trying to read for me. It felt like something was blocking him from getting anything. We were in the old flat and that kept showing up to but sometimes the layout was like the flat upstairs and where darrens dining table was next to the kitchen was a double bed at an angle, wedged in and there was a wall where the kitchen shouldve been but it was just a three walled “room” open one ended without a door.
I was walking down this street that I’ve never been to before in my life. It had many shops but I couldn’t tell you what they were. I came across a woman who I apparently knew, the was getting her body painted and one of the colours of paint would change under ultraviolet light. She handed her credit card over to the two ladies and it wouldn’t scan, after the second attempt I watched her wander off. I didn’t think she was going far so I walked along the corridor looking for someone…a child.. I looked in each room and then I found him laying on a big bed, he looked about 3 with curly blonde hair. As I entered the room another door opened on the other side of the room but on the same wall, a woman stepped in and was talking to him. I don’t know whether I knew her, I cant think right now. I walked over towards him and went to pick him up but the next thing I knew I was walking back along the corridor into the room with the two women trying to scan the card, they looked more than relieved when I came back…I suddenly realised why they were so relieved and I apologised for going off.
John Edward comes through the front door at the flat and sits where the sofa used to be (against the raised part where the bed was later) He tries to read for me again but we got sidetracked to ….
We’re in the kitchen…the freezer is for some weird reason on top of a work top but this was where the cooker used to be. There was some food left out and was defrosted so I picked it up and put it back in the packed freezer
That’s all I can remember right now, im hopin to be able to add to this later.
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Dream 5th July 2008
I can only remember parts of the dream and in no particular order so don’t expect any of this to make sense, its really just a glorified list until I get to remembering a bit more about it.
Three or was it two bikers came to “meet up” with us for each of three days, firstly in a derelict house then in fields surrounding the house, then on the side of a road. Firstly I was a bit scared of them but with each passing day I became very pleased to see them. On the last day I remember seeing more bikers turn up but they were on the other side of the road from where I was. They parked their bikes and were heading towards me.
The first day they came I was nervous of them; I had found this dark and derelict house with an old workshop attached to the side of it, there felt like there were things around me that could hurt me.
The second day we were trying to find out how to get to the road, I was outside the house and the grass was long, there was a grass bank leading up to the road and a wire fence between me and the road, I called out to whomever I was with that it wouldn’t take much to get to the road but they went off a different way, a more complicated/ hard route to take…I went over the fence and found myself at the side of the road.
Im not sure whether this next bit happened at the end of day one or on day three so I will leave that open for now and just keep typing…
I looked around me towards the house and saw piles of “crap” Big piles of shit in between the dark “place” and where I was now. There were jars that were broken…the sauce covered the broken glass but I could see where the pieces were and found myself easily picking these bits out.
On day three I had welcomed the bikers…thinking on it now to begin with I can only remember meeting one of the bikers, there was one close but I didn’t meet him until day two, day two he also came to meet me and day three there were three of them with the others coming my way. From where I was stood on day three with the bikers I could see all around me. I was happy to see the others turn up and I was looking forward to greeting them.
Now this next bit Im gonna write Im not sure whether it was maybe an early part of the above bit or whether it was a completely different dream that I had, Im thinking the first because it had the dark house in it.
There were a bunch of us in the dark workshop, someone was talking at us, someone in uniform and they were telling us what to do…they told us that we were all going to prison, we were told which ones and one by one everyone left, I left the workshop and found myself in a busy/hectic town. I was stood at a junction trying to find my way but I was lost. I saw someone else in uniform so I went and asked them which way to go, they told me that I should “know” what way I should be going. I mentioned something about the fact that I wasn’t going to prison and I walked off and found myself back at the dark house…yes and then it was day two!
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Wednesday 19th September.
I was being driven down a road, there were others in the car, I said to who ever was driving that I wanted to take a look up a particular road, I remember just before that talking to the kids about a mechanic who lived in this place and that it didn’t look like what it was from the outside and it was this place that I wanted to take a look at, as we went up the hill towards this place I saw that there were a couple of cars outside and some motorcycles under cover, I felt that they took good care of them. Instead of turning into the road where this place was, where I wanted to go…I did see a road name, but right now I cannot see the name of it…we carried on driving up ahead, the road was made of what looked like chalk, the sides of the road too. We ended up in what looked like a chalk pit/quarry.
We parked the car and there was a noise, this thing/craft came down and landed on the ground near to where our car was parked, out from the side of it emerged a big flexible tube, like an air duct kind of size. I was now looking on from a way away as it attached to the car. I saw the tube pulsing as it sucked the life out of the car and its contents. This carried on for quite a time and when I looked back again I had to look closer to see whether it was still going on. The tube was still pulsing; emerging from next to the pipe I see a figure. My initial thought right at that moment was that it was fake, but to my eyes it was real, it was still going on. The figure peered over and looked at me and carried on making it’s checks on the tube, making sure it was still sucking the life out of the car and its contents.
I think it was then that I woke up, I don’t remember anything else right now.
Serene dream
After reading for about an hour my eyes began to go weary and so I put the book down, took off my glasses and rested my head back against the sofa. I can’t say that I was truly asleep though it felt like I was dreaming. I was chatting to lots of different people and hearing chattering voices all around me, I remember feeling that “this was sooooo cool” and I felt like I had a serene smile on my face. I felt so completely relaxed, serene, peaceful and safe and surrounded in love.
I suddenly heard the door knock and as I got up off the sofa to go and answer it I remember thinking that there wouldn’t be anyone there. I looked through the spy hole and sure enough there was no body there. I turned around heading back to the living room and I thought it must be the phone then. At that moment the phone rang. It was Liam. It was midday and I had been chatting with these people for about an hour and a half.
I didn’t “wake up” in a crabby mood either but carried on with the feelings of being surrounded in love and serene. Normally if I had been woken that way I’d be a lil crabby to whoever spoke to me first! Lol
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15 August 2008 dream:
I was in a bed( the bed was in Medina Avenue, by the Big house that used to be on the corner that’s now modern housing block, near where I lived with my parents) the sheets were white and crisp and I was with Karl Wherry( boy I had a crush with ), sheets up over our head so we were surrounded by the white.
Someone we knew came along and we stopped, giggled lots…
I walked into a shop, I thought it was a shop like Merlin’s, or was but when I went in things were different. I didn’t see any of the stuff that you would normally see…I don’t actually recall what I saw, I don’t think that was important. The staff weren’t the usual girls, there was a notice on the wall saying about them taking time off for a sabbatical due to stress. The girls who were working I recognise from when I was younger. They were the scooterists that used to hang around outside of the Barley Mow pub around the corner from mums(and around the corner from the house above) The girls were wearing brightly coloured clothes, weird clothes, frilly, big fashion like the models wear on the catwalk that NO ONE would ever be seen dead in. I walked around the store, I saw Vivian(a friend of mine who I was at primary school with and who Im still friends with now, she used to defend me at school from the bullies and later from the above mentioned scooterists(she was one of them)
I was with someone in the shop. He was a little man he kept giggling and going on about having the “luck of the Irish” I referred to him as my lil leprechaun…Someone said something about not loosing him and I replied back that I wont because I keep him in my bag? He had black hair and wore a black suit.
I was with a young girl about 10 or so and I was looking after her like a sister I told her that I was pregnant and she was shocked and said bloody hell
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27 August 2008
Oooooooooookaaaaay… after not really dreaming much over the last few days last night or I should say this morning early(I woke up at 3.40am) was a doozy!!.
Well Im just gonna have to type the bits I can remember and then fill in later, initially it will be more of a list with a lil bit of detail. So here goes:
Giant/Ogre walking around, looking for us, smelling for us, I was using my senses to hide from him, but others weren’t listening to what I had to say. I saw him walking down the street away from me.
Telephone box at the beginning of a path through a forest/wood-It was the older style red phone boxes standing before the path, I was standing there contemplating the path ahead and that it started with receiving a call (message)
Torchwood/ Dr Who team? I didn’t really see them as such just a feeling I got from the dream…maybe I just thought during the dream that this is something that they would be dealing with…but damnit no Jack!!!! Nooooooooo LOL…ok I just had a thought (this was added later after a lot of the other stuff filled in) I was aware in the dream that I was in fact dreaming, nothing surprised me in the dream
People I knew well turned out to be the enemy. These “friends” were on a lower level to where I was , They were in an underground car park I could see them below me entering a lift to go down further, and they were trying to get me to come down to their level and follow them but I knew that wasn’t the right way to go.
Some kind of flying machine that uses the plants to create an aroma to avoid detection. I can see out of it and it seems that the other flying machines have nearly cleared the place of the plants. The plants have been clear cut, cleanly sliced off from the base stems.
Dragon flying around for the entire dream hunting…smelling, firstly I was hiding in a hollowed out tree and then under a section of it to avoid detection. I remember walking past a church or cathedral and having to hide from it in a corner under something. I watch it swoop around the skies above me then finally it lands on the church, the masonry begins to fall around me. The next thing I know there is a beautiful unicorn there; it’s come to protect me from the dragon. It “gives” me a wing? Shield…its kinda silvery bluey translucent…like a moonstone or opal. I hold it over me and I am protected.
I wake up at this point.
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8th September 2008 dream
Initially with others then going out on my own
With group: we were in different accommodation, I think we started off in the flat but it looked different, other places too but I didn’t feel like they were my own, other people around me that I didn’t know
Walking along streets of terrace houses, as I started along the road I saw a horse and I saw someone doing something with a satellite dish. There were a group of people surrounding him when I got there and I couldn’t see him at that point, some of these people had on the same long socks and boots, like a uniform. I carried on walking along the road and there was a shortcut path through to a store, it seemed like I was on the edges of the town itself with its shops. I looked around to get my bearings so I didn’t get lost. I acknowledged that I had a phone on me. The road or place where I was, was called the Trading Post.
Dream 5th October 2008
List of contents in no real order:
I was in this strange place with dog, he was there trying to impress me and win me over, he had three pet dogs all kinda odd and one of those was squashed into a glass fish tank with a glass lid.
I told Dog(my ex, that’s his nickname:o/) that there was no way in hell that I would ever get back with him and I could see the anger rising in him but my anger at that made me walk out of the door before he lost it…outside I was in a place I didn’t know, nothing looked familiar and there were narrow lanes and pathways before me, I just went in one direction trying to find my way and I came across some people, I had a fear that dog was following me and I felt lost so these people helped me…there was a cleanly shaven, smartly dressed, immaculate looking man with his hair swept back and two bikers, there were others too but I don’t remember what they looked like or if I had even seen them clearly at that time. They helped me get my bearings and got me back on the right track.
I found that I was on many different roads and paths, roads with lanes and trying to get in the right one to get me where I needed to go.
I came across some huntsmen and their dogs but these dogs weren’t beagles, again they seemed weird and out of place. I yelled at the huntsmen to get their dogs off of me…I was pissed.
I kept coming across bikes, either I was riding them or they were leaning against walls or fences or they were in other places.
I was in another house “a friend” a woman introduced me to some people; she wanted me to meet new friends. I was staying with this woman. These 5 guys came in wearing orange overalls and they were filthy, I have it that they were coal miners and one of them was the brother of this woman.
In this dream I met lots of new and different people.
There was a tree which was a house? I remember climbing through the branches and feeling at ease in it.
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Sunday 15th February 2009 Dream
I was stood talking to my cousin Wayne about our ‘gifts’ and I was trying to console him and telling him that there were things that I wasn’t very good at to make him feel better.
Then Im in a house. I had received some mail (messages) that were handed to me via a different door and not the main front door. Then I was walking to the front door and see a large white sac that was inside of the door underneath the mail slot. I then realised that the mail (messages) were going into this bag and I wasn’t seeing them.
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Another House Dream
I am in a big building. Lots of corridors, rooms and doorways.
I was stood with Liam, there were two paths next to each other going in the same direction. Liam went one way but I wasn’t allowed to follow, that path was just for him. Meanwhile I headed up the other path. Between the two paths there was a stone built wall, I think that there were gaps in the stonework every so often so I could get glimpses but I continued up my path. It was hard, along the other side of the path was a sheer drop into nothingness.
As I went up the path I was aware that someone was making their way back down but I ignored them and carried on climbing, the person moved back to let me through.
When I reached the top of the path I stopped and looked around. I saw someone who I had been with much further down the other path and they disappeared into a doorway. I decided to go and find them so I began down the other path and when I had got to the door I walked through to find myself confronted by lots of other doors and corridors. I began opening the doors and gazing in. There were people inside doing random things and not taking much notice of me. As I looked at them I knew that they were all dead. They were all in big halls with white walls and wooden floors.
I started to panic because I couldn’t find them.
I re-entered a room and was grabbed by a man who had been inside the door, he hadn’t taken any notice of me before but now had hold of me and I struggled to get free. I needed to get free to find this person I had lost?? I didn’t see Liam again in this dream
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Looking through a cemetery dream
Looking through a cemetery for family graves, the cemetery was very beautiful, I heard a noise and saw movement in the grass and at first I thought it was a snake? But it was a frog. I said hello to it.
The headstones were small nameplates. I was stood in one section with mum saying that the Saunders were in the next section along but when we got there it was a different letter row altogether.
I was carrying a baby around and I remember taking into some kind of theatre to see whether the baby would be soothed by the atmosphere or whether it would freak the baby out…the baby didn’t like it and started to cry. The baby was tired and as I walked outside the theatre again the baby fell asleep and I was trying to figure out where to lay the baby down where it would be safe.
I remember walking around a place with lots of small shops and getting sidetracked from what I was supposed to be doing. I ended up in a shop that had lots of rings, jewellery in general and it was bright and sparkly.
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9th September 2012 post office dream.
I walked into a post office, it was an old stone building
and it was fairly dark inside and it had a high wooden counter. None of this
modern swankiness that we have nowadays.
As I entered I held
the door open for a woman about my age, maybe a little older who was coming in
after me. She then proceeded to try and push in front of me in the line. I
turned to her and said “I may have opened the door for you but it doesn’t mean
that you have the right to push in front of me”
She said “I was only
joking” with a laugh (clearly she wasn’t).
Now that I was stood
in the line inside the post office I wasn’t entirely sure why I was in there in
the first place and had no clue what I wanted to buy so I ended up deciding to
buy some stamps. I asked the lady at the counter for two first class stamps and
she went on to ask me which one of the commemorative stamps I would like, She
said the first one (I can’t remember what it was for) then the second was the
moon and the third was a polar bear. The lady said that she was wearing one of
the polar bear ones (remember these are stamps). I told her I thought it was
lovely and I did love polar bears very much but please could I have a couple of
moon ones instead.
The annoying woman
piped up that it had Jesus on the other side of it (even though obviously I
knew she was being silly and that stamps didn’t have anything on the flip side
of them). I turned to her and asked her why she thought I would have a problem
with Jesus and that I personally found that Jesus was a very good teacher, the
woman laughed again and again said that she was only joking. I ignored her and
got my money out to pay the lady at the counter and all of my money was in 5
pence pieces and a 1 pence piece.
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14th
February 2012 psych unit dream
I can
only remember bits and pieces of this dream but it was disturbing and I
couldn’t get back to sleep afterwards so I was awake from 2.30am.
‘We’ we
in a psych unit and we know that we don’t belong there but the staff are
insistent that we do need to be there.
We try to leave the section we are in but when we open the door or
someone else does we see something awful or the other people end up being
killed in gruesome ways.
The staff thinks that it is our illness that
is making us see these things and they seem to be completely oblivious to
what’s going on around us and think that nothing is wrong.
I am with an old black man, a young girl with
blonde hair who is about 6 or 7 years old and a man about the same age as
myself. We keep together and know that we need to get out of this place
together.
I look out of one door and across the hallway
in an open closet I see the limp body of a child being raised up through the
ceiling through a hole where she disappeared.
We can’t trust anyone but ourselves as no one
else believes that there is anything wrong and they are all dying gruesomely.
We manage to get outside somehow. Three of
us, the little girl, the old man and I are together but the other man is not
with us but we know that he is ok and will join us soon.
We are still in the grounds and we’re near a
large bit of water and between us and the building is a cemetery. We know that
we have to remain there until we can escape fully in the morning when it gets
light.
We begin to figure out ways of protecting
ourselves from whatever it is that is killing everyone. We have a rope that we
have soaked in fuel and we lay it out between us and the cemetery and set light
to it.
Above us towards the house we see a single
decked bus in the carpark outside the building and there are people on board,
people who have survived initially but we know that they don’t stand a chance
of getting out alive. At that point the bus pulls off with no driver and there
is nothing that we can do as the people head off unknowingly to their doom.
I know we will be safe in our space by the
cemetery and the water with the added protection of the fire.
I wake
up.
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Pulse
dream 30th May 2012
We were
in either a big building or onboard a sea going ship. I was surrounded by lots
of people. The woman who I was talking with was convinced that her husband was
having an affair and that she had left some stuff (evidence or something) on
the bedside cabinet of the suspected womans hospital bed. This woman who I
apparently knew was very full on and in your face, I found her very hard to be
around. She had already accused other women of having affairs with her husband
but each time she had been wrong.
We moved into a different room and the whole
time she wouldn’t stop talking whilst I never said a word the whole time.
I suddenly had an image come into my head of a
hole in the sky, it was like it was a very high ceiling that was painted to
look like the sky but it was the sky itself. The area around the hole had bits
of broken board around the edges, again like it was a roof and not the sky. The
hole was massive. Just as the image appeared in my mind there was this pulse,
of light and sound and energy and everyone dropped to the floor including
myself. I was laying on the floor and I could feel the body of the woman next
to me, she was not moving, none of them were moving. I knew this even though I
didn’t look with my eyes. I was laid facing the wall (there was a window above
me). I got the information that this pulse had rendered everyone incapable of
moving or making a sound. It had turned their minds to mush.
For some reason I was ok. I had felt the pulse
and had dropped but I could move, I knew I could even though at that point I
hadn’t. Just after that I decided I would try and rise but just as I got half
way to my knees I hear someone/something coming and I fell to the floor again
and I had to ‘play dead’.
The being passed me and carried on walking. I
knew that I could now get up. I stood and got my bearings, looking around but
not taking in the carnage around me. I saw some people in another room. There
was a woman I didn’t know stood talking with other people/beings. The door was
wide open and the room had big windows but no one saw me standing there. I
snuck past the room and must’ve made a noise or something because it got the
attention of this woman. She looked up and looked directly at where I was
standing. She thought she saw something move (me) and came towards the door to
look around the corner but there was another pulse and I woke up.
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Anyway in the dream I am a woman wearing long skirts, seemed like layers and layers of them, I also had on a shawl and a hat of some sort...I can remember in the dream/visions that I was having a relationship with a police man...he wore an older style police uniform(British)most of the time when he was there he was pleading with me to leave with him, I told him that I couldn't just yet, that I had to find out(?) before I could do that...
I was then bombarded with visions...of women, slit open from their throats to their backsides, everything that should be inside the body was pulled out and left on the ground where she lay. Their breasts were cut (underneath) and I knew that the person who killed them had a great thrill when he fondled them.
I was also bombarded with screaming, piercing screams and many women’s faces...I couldn't get them out of my help...they were screaming at me to do something, to stop the pain...one woman’s face came back time and time again. I would be going about my 'normal' non dream life and her face would jump in at me when I was walking along, or sitting, or being with my kids...it didn't matter where I was or what I was doing, these visions would just come...I was a nervous wreck and the visions made me throw up.
One dream was different from the others, I was walking along this street, it was dark and the street lamps made little difference...my policeman had been having a go at me, telling me to let someone else do it (?)...and again pleaded with me to go back with him, back to his home town, far away from whatever was going on...I again said I couldn't go just yet...back walking on the dark street, I was jumping at all the different sounds, sounds that I would've been used to but right at that moment noises that scared the hell out of me.
It was raining and the street was wet underfoot and I slipped a little as I heard a shuffle down one of the alleys. It stopped...I had a feeling that I was being watched but I couldn't make out anything in the shadows...a walked down one of the alleys, there was a lamp at the far end and there beneath it laying half in light and half in shadows was a young woman, she had been slit from her throat to her backside like the others, her breasts like the others had also been slit...the next bit at the time didn’t make a lot of sense at first...the woman had an addition to all the contents of her body that had been pulled out around her, there was a baby...she had been pregnant, and was pretty much full term
The dead limp body lay in a tangled mess...no care had been given to this baby whatsoever...he knew she was pregnant and didn't care, in fact I felt like he got a real buzz from it.
I felt that something was missing and I got a feeling about it and started looking around me. I was drawn to some running water (I’m not sure whether it was a river or sewer) and I found the body of a second baby, it was really white, kinda translucent looking...I can’t explain it really...the woman’s face came at me ...she screamed out for her babies...screaming at me, it was deafening. She had been alive when he was cutting her, the others too but I couldn’t understand why no one heard them. I felt that they couldn’t move, they knew everything that was happening to them but they couldn’t do anything to stop it. They were paralized...she screamed at me saying" you see...you see??....make it stop... then I felt it all, I felt the total agony she was in, felt the knife as it cut through my skin.
I had had other dreams where I was repeatedly stabbed. It was at the same time as the other dream and as graphic as they were, I felt every stab into my body...felt the knife as it was plunged into my body, every and I mean EVERY part of me...I woke up, still feeling the pain and expected to see my body covered in blood and wounds but there were just lingering” essence" of them and I rushed to the bathroom and threw up.
One friend said it sounded like Jack the Ripper so I started to read up on it. I couldn’t find explanations to everything I witnessed so I’m not sure on that myself.
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Thursday
29th September 2011
I am in a car driving down a hill. It is wet
and I tell whoever I am with to slow down. This is the hill that we drive down
to take my son Kai to work at the Squadron. It is very slippery when it is wet
and we have skidded badly here before.
As we were going down the hill I see a car
that has crashed at the side of the road. I reach my hand out of the car and I
run it along the ground to help slow us down. We can’t put on the breaks hard
or we shall skid.
This car has no body, no protection.
At the bottom of the hill we end up in a
large cleared area where we do an arc to help to slow us down. Once we are at
the bottom we continue our journey to the station but because we were too slow
the train has already left and we have to go back and wait until later.
The second part of the dream: I am with a
woman; she is small, shy and comes across as weak. She is outside and refuses
to come inside. I am inside rapidly packing things up, she needs to get away
but I keep going back and collecting more stuff to take with us so we don’t
leave anything behind. I even go back in for the milk etc.
I am inside this empty shell of a building
and I am hiding. There is someone looking in the window and I am trying to hide
behind something that is too small to hide me. I know they see me but I kid
myself that they can’t.
Next I
am outside, the person who had been outside of the window looking in was angry.
He was with a woman but he was still trying to control everything that the
small, shy, weak woman was doing, telling her what she can have, what she can
do and I struggle to tell him otherwise. I can’t defend her like I should and
feel completely powerless as he takes more and more things away from her. The
woman that he is with plays no part in the dream at this point.
In the end the small woman disappears out of
the dream and it is just me and this man. I try to stay in the building as it
feels safe there but now that safety is beginning to fade and I wake up.
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Saturday
24th September 2011-09-28
I seem to
be at some kind of an event. People are setting up as I am walking around. In
the centre is a rectangular area where there is a section of grass surrounded
by different stalls. There is a guy in the centre who looks like he is setting
up sound equipment.
I quickly make my way around the site, rushing
through everything and not really taking in much. There are many people milling
around and I decide to look at some xmas decorations and cards. There is a
woman stood beside me looking too but we are soon shoved out of the way by
another lady. I try and explain to her that she was being rude but she did not
understand and looked at me blankly and in the end I walk off to look at
something else.
Again I am moving quickly through the aisles
and stalls and I stop when I see some more really cool xmas decorations in the
shape of a dragon surrounded by some kinds of greenery? I show it to someone
and then replace it back on the high shelf and as I do so it falls down behind
the shelf where a bunch of other stuff had already fallen (a place where no one
will be able to see it?)
As I walk around the even it kept changing,
sometimes it felt like I was inside a huge shop whilst other times I felt that
I was at an open air event.
I begin to walk down the sloping field
gradually making for the exit and then I find myself seated in a can and we are
leaving the field. We get to the gate and instead of giving way like we would
normally we drive straight out and I notice that the road layout has been
changed and this change continues further along the road.
This next bit I am not 100% sure where in the
dream it should be placed so I will just add it here so please note it is a
random section of dream:
I am walking through what appears to be a pub
or a restaurant. The décor is quite dark and the place is full of people in
booths, and other nooks and crannies.
I walk through being careful not to ‘bash into
someone’. People are having loud conversations across the room. Some are
speaking a language that is foreign but I can understand what they are saying.
I carry on walking; only vaguely taking notice of what they are saying.
Then I find myself stood at a gate (one of
those gates you get at airports or other terminals where there is just a strap
across your path but you know that you must wait there.
Someone came up beside me and was so impatient
that they burst through the gate. I was trying to explain things and then the
‘train’ turned up. I was actually more like two separate train carriages.
Neither of them was marked with a destination or anything like that but I do
vaguely remember seeing a 3 figure number on one of them.
I shall add this next bit which is another
random part of the dream: I saw a man who appears to be either dead or
unconscious. He has numbers tattooed on his face, just above the cheek near the
eye socket. This tattoo is apparently to show that this man is a sex offender.
As the person burst through the gate I follow
but knowing that we shouldn’t be doing this. We run up the platform to where a
group of people are standing, some of them children. They were moving along the
platform between the two carriages not knowing which one will take them to
their destination. I can feel a danger to all of us there. The carriages are
moving, they move back and forth on the track like they were messing around
with the people looking to get on.
The group then manages to work out which
carriage was the right one but as they move towards it the carriage moves away,
continuing these avoidance games.
They discover that they are heading somewhere
that is fairly close to where I am heading to and I seem to be desperate to get
there and seem that getting their carriage I will ‘make do’ even though it is a
completely different route. It is the closest but is seriously detoured.
As I was laying there in bed running through
this dream I remembered a few names that I had been given just before I woke
up. The names were David Woburn, Peter or Robert Ocean,
Alan Cosgrove and the place name of Ampthill. One day I will learn the reason
why I am being given these dreams!
Also in
my dreams that night I remember having a very strong, bright and vivid image of
myself as Priestess of Avalon along with having the crescent moon tattoo on my
forehead!
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30th July 2011 Dream
I was looking for a girl who had gone missing. There was
only a couple of people who seemed to give a damn and who would actually help
me in any way. I asked some whether they would display a missing poster and
some said that they would, whilst others seem to be hiding something.
I found myself in an
office and a man was being held at gun point by his ex wife who was after
something completely different but she ended up shooting him in his privates
and he was rolling around on the floor in agony. His ex wife left the room
happy with whatever she came for and he looked at me and somehow managed to
scribble a letter out for me to take and then he ripped up a bunch of things
including a cheque.
I was happy that I
had the letter and I left the room reading it. It was telling his staff that he
gives permission for them to help me, to display missing posters, to answer my
questions, to do anything so I could find this girl.
Next I was in a car
with Bethan and we were driving down a steep hill, it is like the one where my
son Kai works at the Royal Yacht Squadron. We hunted around for somewhere to
park which wasn’t easy but then we found ourselves at some kind of animal park.
There was a kiosk with staff and lots of tourists outside, buying tickets and
bags of food for the animals. I looked around and we were surrounded by birds
of all sorts, all swarming around and wanting some fussing.
As the crowds are
still milling around the kiosk and the birds are milling around us I hear and
see water beginning to seep into the area. The noise was quite loud. Our feet
weren’t getting wet just yet but it was all around us. The people seem to
disappear into the ether and then Bethan said that we better step into the
building so we did. We stepped up into the door way and Kai was then with us
and he shut the door behind us. Water had now flooded the area and we were now
on what seemed to be a boat that was on a permanent mooring. We would have to
wait until the tide began to go out again before we could leave. I was
frustrated because we didn’t seem to be getting anywhere and I was stuck there
until the water retreated.
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Dream
Wednesday 9th February 2011
I kept
waking up and falling asleep and each time I fell asleep I was back in the same
kind of dream.
There
were some people who had been looking for information on me and I had a whole
bunch of information on myself in boxes and boxes, bags, files loads of them.
In these things there was everything, photos, memories, everything from the
time I was born and even before this lifetime.
I picked up this tin, which I initially
thought was a tin I had a few years ago, the old tin had pictures and bits of
story from the Robin Hood legends but when I picked the tin up in the dream I
realised that it was a much bigger and flatter tin that had Arthurian pictures
on it instead.
I found a bag and started to empty it and in
it I found loads of pens and pencils and things like that. I couldn’t
understand why this bag wasn’t like all the others but I looked in the bag
again and I saw that there was some money in it that was in a pocket in the
bag.
At some point during the dream I can remember
seeing lights in the clouds, it was a large white light but there were lots of
different colours in amongst and surrounding the white light. I was stood with
an old school friend of mine and I
asked her and she told me that it was some kind of anomaly.
Some of these people were being rather sneaky
about getting hold of the information about me and when they got hold of it I
would snatch it back off of them, telling them that it had nothing to do with
them. They were desperate for this info but it seemed that I wanted to have
some control over what info they got from me. I knew though that they would
need some of this information from me but I wanted to go through it all before
I passed it on to them
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12 April
2011Dream
There
were a bunch of us in old cars; we pulled up in front of a row of terrace
houses. We got out of the cars and stood there looking at each other like it
was the first time we had met (I felt that I had met them before) We turned
around to look at the houses and I realised that the one that I had had been
painted grey (alight grey wall paint and the accents were a charcoal grey) The
other houses in the terrace were all bright colours. Oh well I thought, and
then I pushed open the garden gate and entered into the house.
I found myself with all the other people in
the back gardens. Most of them were open to each other but there were a few
bits of wall dotted here and there. The gardens were of course being gardens of
terrace houses quite narrow but they were also very long and they sloped
upwards. At the end of the gardens and at the top of the slopes was a brick
wall. The whole garden area was a blank canvas.
I remember then being back in the house and
inside like the gardens it seemed like they were all open to each other with
one long window at the front. A man who
was showing us around pointed out how lovely the views were. We all turned to
look. He told us that there was just one exception to the beautiful views and
that was the distant sight of a factory/power station that was billowing smoke
out of it. There also must’ve been water around because I remember seeing boats
up on trailers.
I also remember seeing a man filling up a fuel
tank from one of those old petrol pumps.
I then walked into one of the other women’s
rooms and she had older style furniture throughout. It looked lovely. I told
her how lovely I thought it was and that that was the kind of furniture that I
love and that I was living in the wrong era.
I found myself in the back garden again and I
was sowing flower seed in swathes but at the corner of someone else garden.
When it began to get dark I realised that I
needed to pee but all there was was an outside loo. I asked one of the other
women where the light was and she told me that “they” felt that it was too
dangerous to use so we would have to make do with being in the dark.
Someone turned off their kitchen light but
turned it off again when we realised that it had little effect on the
brightness of the outside loo.
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We
stopped at this place where we walked through large double metal gates. Inside
there was a house in the distance and everywhere else was a huge lawned garden
with all the plants pushed to the edge.
I was talking to someone and said that it
would be great for using as a football pitch and that was about it. Then
everything changed… the large garden became smaller and there was now in the
middle a building, changing rooms and chain link fences and we could no longer
see the big ornate house anymore. I hunted all around and eventually found this
big important house behind other small houses/buildings. We craned our necks to
see and then decided we would go and have a look around. There was a building
that reminded me of a swimming pool shower block/changing room, the door was
open. We heard voices and I grabbed a pile of towels as a woman appeared with a
young girl. As she approached I told her that I had some kind of sample (the
towels) to show her. She looked at them and agreed and I told her that I would be
back. The other person who I had been with was now nowhere to be seen and I
looked everywhere for them. In the end I started towards the gates again only
to see the woman and girl returning so I quickly walked out of the grounds and
I jumped onto the first bus that came along. I didn’t know where it was going
but I hoped that it would be going to the town centre but I began to worry that
it would take me somewhere else so I jumped off.
I found myself following a man who led me
through alleyways to this courtyard in the middle of these big buildings. I saw
something white on the wall, it looked like a box of some sort but I don’t know
what it was exactly. Someone said that the woman in the house was a mother?
I found myself feeling scared, that I was hiding
from someone. I found a man who had been suspended in the air, hung on
something. He was bleeding and dying. Someone had done this to him. I saw an
image of the man who did it and I panicked and ran again.
I then found myself in a room sat on the floor
just inside the door and there was someone else in the room across from me and
he seemed pretty oblivious to any danger. The door next to me opened and the
killer walked into the room but he didn’t see me at first. He began to head for
the other person and then suddenly looked around at me. I got up and ran;
leaving the room…I woke up
I had
another dream a day or so later that I didn’t think at the time was connected
but I am starting to wonder. There is a possibility that the killer in both the
dreams are the same person?
In the second dream I found myself following a
man. Middle age, clean kept, grey short hair, no beard. I felt he was very well
to do as it were. I say that I followed him but I felt that I had no choice and
that other than moving along with the man I couldn’t move in any other way. We
entered house after house and in each house he would open fire on the family
inside. A child came down the stairs and the man shot her, a child sat on a bed
reading with the door open, he shot him too, a woman and her friend who was in
the kitchen he opened fire and they dropped to the floor covered in blood. The
noise was so loud. In the kitchen there was a door on the right hand side as we
entered that had been opened to the garden outside. I knew as the man did that
someone had escaped out of it. He followed them out and then I heard the shots.
The child and their family pet were killed. I tried desperately to do
something, to stop him, to call out a warning but I couldn’t do a thing I
couldn’t move apart from following the man around.
In the first dream the man was no so tidy in
appearance, his hair was more dishevelled and his shirt sleeves were rolled up.
At some point I managed to wake myself up.
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2nd Feb 2011 Dream
I have these bikers show up in my dreams alot and well I
don't know these ones. Last night i was dreaming...I was doing some work, some
clearing out. I was in these grounds where there was junk piled up everywhere.
I was clearing and preparing, making things new so that I could fix things.
There were some sheds/huts that were erected for temporary storage until
everything was up and running.
There was a group
of bikers who were helping me clear and prepare.
Kai was with me
but he seemed a bit confused as to what was happening. He kept asking questions
about everything.
I have had these
type of dreams before, doing the same jobs, the bikers have been in my dreams
before too.
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Dream
29th January 2011
We are in
a place that seems to be Grimsby,
we were there supposedly to stay to night. We were in this crappy café like
place with Barry (irritating ‘friend’ of ours and between the men they had
arranged to stay in the accommodation of this place but they told me that it
was in one room. That all the guests’ share one dorm room. I refused point
blank to do that and said that I would spend the night in the car/truck
instead.
Next we were parked up in truck and it began
to roll backwards, and I was getting annoyed with Liam because he was failing
to put the brakes on, we rolled backwards, narrowly missing a woman with a push
bike through a large metal five bar gate. We came to a stop.
Next we found ourselves walking along a street
with shops and people everywhere, I felt like it was near the sea. I was asking if there was anything
interesting about Grimsby
and whether there were any interesting Pagan shops nearby, we were sat on a
window sill trying to figure out what to do because we were bored
I suddenly looked around the corner and I saw
a Pagan shop that had a male oriented name and as I approached I saw that
outside on the pavement they had a load of crystal bowls, I saw a beautiful,
large mottled purple one, thick like a pestle and mortar.
As I was looking in through the window I
realised that I was actually stood there naked and there were a lot of people
around the town, hippies, Pagans, a woman wearing an awful fake Native American
Indian suede outfit.
We were
in an indoor market, with a café, Tikaani was sat nicely with me and we were
watching the people go by. An old lady approached us with a pug type dog and
Tikaani went over to say hello, the dogs leads got caught up together and as I
went to unravel them the old lady began to get angry and stressing that Tikaani
was attacking her dog and was being aggressive.
As I gazed around I saw somebody’s paintings a
little way away from me that I was immediately drawn to.
Second
dream after nodding off for a short time in the chair. I was in a school and I
was busy rushing around helping people. I ended up becoming lost and couldn’t
find out where I was supposed to be next so I was wandering around the school
aimlessly trying to find my way. Where I was supposed to be.
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8th Feb 2009 Dream
So yesterday morning when I had time to myself I decided
to try out a video that I found on Youtube. It was a set of three that led you
through a guided meditation for past life regression (luckily you can add them
to a playlist so that it plays one after another without you having to do
anything)
I wasn’t sure what I was expecting really, I have had some pretty wiggy experiences where meditation/past life regressions are concerned so I was a little nervous at what could happen.
I wasn’t sure what I was expecting really, I have had some pretty wiggy experiences where meditation/past life regressions are concerned so I was a little nervous at what could happen.
Well
firstly I saw a body of water with ripples, like a pebble had been dropped into
it. I then saw a family group standing on a jetty. There was a black woman and
her brother I am thinking and a few children. The woman was wearing a longish
pale colour skirt and a pale shirt with a discreet check pattern through it.
They looked like they were waiting for a boat or something…I don’t remember any
luggage though.
Lastly
I was looking at my reflection but I wasn’t seeing my face from this lifetime,
I was seeing the face of a black woman. A strong and independent woman. Greying hair piled up into a loose
bun.
I do have a habit of having my mind wander, it’s something
that I cannot shut off and it does drive me insane but I still managed to have
a half decent experience.
I
look forward to learning more about this lifetime. I hope that it doesn’t
involve anything grisly and nasty because I’ve had enough of those lol. So
watch this space.
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Dream 18th
January 2011am
I was sat in this room; it
felt like a waiting room but seemed more comfortable, more like a room in a
house. There were comfy sofas, nooks and crannies, plush comfortable things
everywhere. There were other people waiting but their waiting felt different,
there was a man who seemed restless and disturbed and a little boy with special
needs.
Next I was being led through
these corridors by a youngish man who needed to interview me. I felt like I was
faking a hurt arm so I wouldn’t be able to do what he was interviewing me for.
He led me into one room but it was small and there were hospital curtains hung
from the ceiling to the floor. There was also a nurse there but he only vaguely
acknowledged her as he pushed past the curtains.
He led me into another room
but this was different, there was fresh air and as we moved past hospital
examination tables and equipment and moved through the room it opened up into a
big garden. It was beautiful. As I stood in awe he wandered up the slope to
talk to some children playing in the garden. As I looked around I saw
butterflies, dragonflies and fairies.
The flowers were all bright
and vibrant and all around three sides of the garden were trees and on the last
side was a huge manor house. I saw animals and as I walked towards the man with
the children, I started looking around trying to find a path through the
flowers because I didn’t want to trample them
I found a clearing and
started walking along the path. At one point I glanced down and saw some dog
shit but I stepped over it and carried on. The children ran off playing and
giggling
Ok now that was the end of
that one but it seemed pretty quickly followed by another one which wasn’t as
lovely...
Ok next bit...There was
someone going around hurting people and killing them. I saw this couple who
were taking every precaution and when they got in their car the lady got in the
front and the man in the back seat, as they were pulling out they peered over
into another car as they passed we could make out a dead man in the car covered
in blood. The couple knew that they had to get away as soon as possible. It was
dark and raining. I felt their desperateness who kept trying to get away as
quick as they could but not wanting to draw attention to themselves....that’s
when I woke and the name popped into my head as I was re going over the dreams
so there u have it!!
it didn’t feel like that’s
where I was going, it was more like I was being interviewed to do something....
and as I wrote this out to you the first thought was of the babies in the
cemeteries that I sit with.
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Drowned Boy Dream
Ok so initially
i was looking for a young boy who had drowned in a lake, I was wandering all
around this lake, going to all the places where the kids hung out but I couldn’t
find him. I saw a boy who I knew was a friend of his and asked if he had seen
where he was and the boy said no, I turned around and told him that he best go
home now and he disappeared... next I was stood on a rocky cliff and I was
completely distraught, I was mourning Bethan, she had 'done something stupid'
when her and Sean broke up and I was falling to pieces
The next thing
was a woman, very glamorous, dressed in a silky silver dress ummm 20s 30s style
and she was stood in front of me, she moved forward over the rocks and was
looking like she was going to jump...in a flash literally a pylon/mast crashed down and impaled her but
she was already dead because she got a shock from it the next thing I turned
around and walked into this semi open building, it again was like those modern
30's style buildings, all clean lines and minimalist...I started calling my bro
Mark and it took several attempts but he eventually came out of an upstairs
door...he went to knock on another door to get someone else to come down but I
muttered under my breath that it was pointless because it was their death I had
to tell him about. All of a sudden Mark came in behind me, he wasn’t upstairs
after all.
Oh remembered
another bit, ummm a Ferris wheel or something similar partially submerged in
the ocean at the bottom of the cliff
I felt like some
of it was people from the past, the boy, the lady especially, their deaths seem
to be in the past
Oh and remember
too that buildings are normally me in dreams, ummmm so a semi open house...a
semi open me?
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Dream 13th
December 2010 am
I was in
a records office (not the island one. It was actually more like the Poole one but instead of it just being where the records
office is located in that building the dream took place in the museum part of
the building.
I had been looking for details on family and
was in a section that had big old books, ones that had the gentry and wealthy
in.
There was a man who had a whole bunch of old
kitchen stuff including glass rolling pins and I glanced through them as I
walked past. I have two old glass rolling pins; one is my grandmothers and the
other I got at a carboot or something. I thought I should go back to him and
find out a bit more about him.
Anyway I was browsing this records
office/museum and I saw Aussie Angela there and one or two other people milling
about. Angela ended up leaving as far as I am aware.
I then found that I had started watching a
movie, it was like an early Pirates of the Caribbean but with this it was two
blokes, an older guy with straggly grey hair who had seen better days, a man
who only started off looking a little like Johnny Depp and a woman with dark
hair and a slightly dark complexion and she had a foreign accent (maybe
Italian?). Initially I was just watching a movie and then things became real...
The older man character had gone off in the ‘kitchen area’ the woman somewhere
further back in the museum part and the Johnny character was part way between
the kitchen display and the place where the big old books were. He was watching
over a man who he was forcing to make him food. The man didn’t seem like much
of a chef but he was doing as he was told, he was a large man and he was
scared. Sweat dripped off of his face and he was beginning to panic, the Johnny
character was very threatening. The man had managed to fold up a piece of paper
(I don’t know what was on it…a message to someone?) This bit Im not 100% clear
on as I thought the guy was making the Johnny character something to eat…oh
maybe it wasn’t a piece of paper he was hiding…a new thought popped in my head
that it was some form of poison he was rolling into the pastry. As the Johnny
character approached closer to the fat guy he started to fold the ends of the
pastry like a spring roll. The Johnny character came right up to him and pushed
the mans hands down, mushing up the pastry, pushing the mans creation into a
squished up mess, getting hold of the mans head and pushing his face down onto
the food and the poison. The attention starts to move back away from them
slightly but still close enough to know that the man was being tortured before
being killed. I am now close to wear the older guy was but initially I couldn’t
see him, he was in some little nook. He emerged from there wiping his face with
his sleeve and re-adjusting himself. A young woman was sat behind him, she
looked horrible, her gaze distant and her face vacant, her clothes were
dishevelled and she was dirty. He had been raping her and she was pretty much
dead or wished she was.
I looked around me and I kept seeing people but
these people were dead, they were killed where they sat/stood. Some were
slouched on benches and others crumpled on the wooden floor, throats cut,
bodies stabbed etc. Its then that I leave my point of view briefly and I see
the woman, she was proud of what she had done, I only saw her for less than a
minute and then I was looking out from her point of view again and at all they
had done.
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Wacky
Dream 14th August 2010
I entered
a garden that I felt was mine. It had a small bank with steps going up it and I
was talking to someone. To the left of the steps there was a hen sat in a
smallish hole. I was happily surprised and I picked to hen up to see whether
there were any eggs underneath. There were no eggs but there was a baby
chicken…not a chick, this was like a miniature version of a roasted chicken. I
replaced the hen saying I would go back to that in a minute but then one of the
people I was talking to lifted the hen and underneath this time were some
regular baby birds (not hen chicks). I was also aware of some ducks too. The
people who were talking to me was a youngish man and a woman. They knew me
well.
I was
walking up a path when I heard noises up ahead of me and caught sight of
something in the darkness running towards me. At first it was a big black horse
and as it drew closer to me I threw my hands up in the air and shouted out to
try and halt it before it ran in the road behind me. As it reached just in
front of me it began to change. The features started to change as it slowed
down but carried on moving towards and then past me, and as it got behind me it
quickly turned. I spun around to see not a black horse but a huge black cow/bull.
The cow/bull now had an antler, not a horn on one side of its head. It looked
at me briefly and then turned again and went out into the road. Trotting up to
a person who was sat on a bench at a bus stop who seemed completely oblivious
as to what was going on, acting like nothing was happening.
Some men started moving towards the cow with
the aim of rounding the cow up but as they got close two boys(in school
uniform??) rushed up with a tambourine and a triangle (I think) and made loads
of noise. As this was going on I moved off back up the Path.
It was
still dark up the path and a man appeared just in front of me and to the right.
He chatted generally with me as a car pulled up and offered us both a lift. I
got in the back seat and the car was full, there was one other women and she
was sat in the front passenger seat. She had blonde hair and she was wearing
bright blue coloured clothes. The journey was short and I asked to be dropped
off at the corner and they said “yeah” and ignored me choosing to listen to the
other woman instead.
We went past my corner and carried on going to
where this woman wanted to go. I got out of the car and walked back to the
house where I needed to go.
I entered the house and it was complete chaos.
There were lots of things going on that shouldn’t be going on in a house. I
stood there waiting and waiting. All I wanted was some veg. In the end I called
out to get someone’s attention who seemed rather annoyed that I was distracting
them from what they were doing (creating chaos). Irritated they send a lad off
to dump some stuff that I needed in another room. I found my own way there.
There were other people there when I entered the room; I stood back allowing
the people in front of me (putting them first). By the time I got to the
counter there wasn’t much left, just a couple of crappy potatoes, a pathetic
leek and some crumbs of broccoli.
The place was a mess and as I prepared the veg
other people began to arrive, waiting impatiently to be served. I began to get
agitated that I was in the way and I rushed the food so that I could get out of
the way and not inconvenience others.
I moved on and found myself outside of a
garden; the garden had a chest height hedge on top of a grassy bank. I was
aware of a “normal” woman standing on the other side and she seemed quite
angry. I was then made aware of a commotion, a group of people adults and children
were running to hide from something that was chasing them. They ran for the
cover of the hedge thinking that they would be safe but at that point the
“normal” woman came around the edge with a long needle on a stick like a spear
and began stabbing the colourful “freak” people with it.
I started towards them but I hesitated because
I was afraid that I could be mistaken as one of them and everywhere I went the
colourful “freaks” were being hunted down and treated appallingly if they were
dressed different of acted differently to the “normals”
The “freaks” were being rounded up and they
were being injected, forced(grrrr not the word Im looking for, that would mean
that they changed themselves under the watchful eye of someone else, and I
can’t say transformed because that sounds too positive…ohhh what is the word??)
These people were changed by acts of violence into “normals” in a split second,
losing everything “freakish” about them.
I got out of the situation as I didn’t want to
be under suspicion of being a “freak” because I knew that is exactly what I
was.
No matter how much I moved away from it and
how much I denied it the more it seemed to be drawn to me.
People knew me…”freaks” knew who I was and
would talk to me, They were all dressed in different and wacky clothes. They
all looked different.
There was a very large man with a bald head.
He had fairy wings and his skin was all different colours that matched his
clothes. His name was Lovely and he wore a tutu. I looked at his face and his
eyes were the brightest glowing blue, full of sparkle and they fluttered like
his blinks were speeded up.
I walked
through a corridor that had stairs going off of it and doorways. There were
lots of people milling around, all “normals” or people pretending to be. A
group of them approached me, they must’ve sensed something in me that wasn’t
quite “normal” but not quite totally a freak and they handed me a pack. It
contained sterilization equipment to stop us freaks from reproducing. There
were also pills to stop us from turning anymore and the needles to turn us back
to being “normals” again, if in fact we ever were.
At this time I noticed that I was dressed in
black and trying to merge in with everything else, I then found myself
surrounded by lots of others. Some were wearing black and others were wearing
bright colours. I finally found myself walking into a room that was full of
“freaks”. I walked in proudly saying out loud that I had just been given a
“normal pack” and I knew right then that I was rejecting it and embracing the
freak in me!
I had
started this dream after waking at 1am and not being able to get back to sleep
until much later and only for about half an hour. When I came down I pulled
open the curtains and turned the light off so that I would notice quicker when
it was light enough to take the pup out for a walk.
I woke up and stood up from my chair to look
out of the window. It was dark and the curtains were drawn again bit I knew
that I had opened them as I always do. This confused me greatly. I couldn’t
understand why it was still dark when I knew that it should be getting light by
then…
I then woke up (for real) and felt completely
disorientated. The curtains were open as I left them and it was indeed getting
light. It took me a good few minutes to get my head together enough to find the
pups lead and get out the door.
That has
got to be one of the freakiest dreams that I have ever had and I’ve had a few!
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Huge House Dream
I am in a huge house with many
many rooms. I am opening doors and entering into several of the rooms. One I
walk into I am bathed in rainbow light, beautiful light and on the wall are
multi-religious symbols.
Each room I enter I am in awe at each one and I
feel calm, serene and at peace, but when I enter the corridors I kinda felt like
someone was looking for me.
I entered anther room which was painted all white with a low platform to
the right of the door, it had curved edges.
All these rooms had no one in them.
I entered another room and I was crouched down like I was seated in a
chair but there isn’t one. There is a young man sat at a table, he serenely
looks up at me and asks what he can do to help? I say that I’m not sure, he is
writing something down, he looks up again and I open my mouth to speak but the
words don’t come, but he hears them anyway. He continues my life story and I
gaze at him surprised that he knows so much.
Someone else comes close to us, I look around noticing that the room has
actually got many people in it but I hadn’t seen them before, I can hear their
voices quietly talking to each other.
I feel totally at ease amongst them all. The man who approached the
table has dark skin and black hair, he reaches down through a hole in the desk
and removes the money that wash in a dish in there. I look up at him and he
smiles. I still feel at ease.
I can hear their voices quietly talking to each other.
A tall dark haired man stands next to me. A
different man than before…he looks at me and says “Do you want to be part of
this? You know that you can do it” He lays his hands on both of my arms holding
me. Gazing straight at me, bending his knees slightly so as to come down a bit
so he is on my level but I still have to look up at him. He says “these are
YOUR people, you are part of it. You are one of them”
Something happens at this point. I think it
involved a flooding of the area with water. I lay down on the floor next to a
young child about 3 years old. He has blonde hair and blue eyes, he is
beautiful. I go to surround the baby with my arms but the baby gazes deep into
my eyes and in an instant, stares deep into my soul…this is my baby. He gets up
smiling at me, always smiling at me and he runs off and plays, rolling around in
rainbow coloured sweets? Like m&m’s, covering himself, giggling. The people
around me are all standing and I am aided to my feet. I feel a joy inside of
me…a release. I feel hands being laid on me, healing hands from the people
around me in the room.
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Dream 5th October 2008 Dream
List of contents in no real order:
I was in this strange
place with Dog(ex's nickname), he was there trying to impress me and win me over, he had three
pet dogs all kinda odd and one of those was squashed into a glass fish tank
with a glass lid.
I told Dog that there
was no way in hell that I would ever get back with him and I could see the
anger rising in him but my anger at that made me walk out of the door before he
lost it…outside I was in a place I didn’t know, nothing looked familiar and
there were narrow lanes and pathways before me, I just went in one direction
trying to find my way and I came across some people, I had a fear that dog was
following me and I felt lost so these people helped me…there was a cleanly
shaven, smartly dressed, immaculate looking man with his hair swept back and
two bikers, there were others too but I don’t remember what they looked like or
if I had even seen them clearly at that time. They helped me get my bearings
and got me back on the right track.
I found that I was on
many different roads and paths, roads with lanes and trying to get in the right
one to get me where I needed to go.
I came across some huntsmen and their dogs but these dogs
weren’t beagles, again they seemed weird and out of place. I yelled at the
huntsmen to get their dogs off of me…I was pissed.
I kept coming across bikes, either I was riding them or they
were leaning against walls or fences or they were in other places.
I was in another house “a friend” a woman introduced me to
some people; she wanted me to meet new friends. I was staying with this woman.
These 5 guys came in wearing orange overalls and they were filthy, I have it
that they were coal miners and one of them was the brother of this woman.
In this dream I met lots of new and different people.
There was a tree which was a house? I remember climbing
through the branches and feeling at ease in it.
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Sun, 28 Dec 2003 Dream
I had another dream
in the early hours of this morning, it was an interesting but very disturbing
one...It was kinda similar to one I’ve had in the past and things in it seem to
be similar to other shit that I’ve mostly got locked away somewhere inside and
which I am slowly wading through...in the dream I am being pinned down by dog(ex)
but then dog changes into this other man but I know that it is still dog I
think in a different life...this man is a catholic priest and he is raping me,
there are two boys there with him, helping him, one seems to be reluctant to
help but I feel that if he doesn’t help then he will be the one getting what I
am getting the other boy just seemed to be a drone carrying out the task at hand,
holding me down at my ankles and wrists or maybe tightening bindings I’m not
100% sure about that, I also keep feeling pains at various places on my body
and I know that I am being bled, like it would help rid me of the 'evil' of my beliefs?
does this make any sense?
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